Yep, that's right, I said it. FUCK final exams.
I don't know when the term Final meant, dump everything on you at the very end of the semester and see if you can remember the tiniest of details from the 2nd week.
Kinda feels like i'm being fucked by a gorilla right now.
In about an hour, im going to go take the 2nd half of my math Final, the first half went alright, struggled through alot of it, but I made it.
Looking ahead at this stuff today, I am screwed.
The square root of 6x-3 + 7 = 6
Yep, and there is some other shit on there that looks like square roots humping square roots, and fractions piled on top of fractions
...FUCK!
Until next time
-Yaz
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Guess Who's back, back again....
Yaz is back...tell some......women?
and thats why I don't rap, but I digress....
Been ignoring this blog something fierce, but there has been too much going on in my life, but we are back and a Intend on bringing this back.
Well, first of all, let me say, College.
Now, I know some of you get different visions when you hear the word "college" probably think of a place of higher learning, or a place for kids to party at. I hear the word college any more, and I shudder.
Let me say this, FUCK YOU North Central Michigan College. All of your employees that are not instructors are worthless fucking people. Infact, the director of Financial aid is so god damn worthless, that she makes Al Bundy look active, and like a good worker.
FUCK YOU for fucking all of this up. This isnt supposed to be as hard as this place is making it out to be. From a Housing director that has his head shoved so far up his own ass that he cant see the light of day, to the technology department.
Now, if you were an employer. And you had one employe that had worked for you for 3 years, for the lowest amount of pay that you can come up with. (minimum wage for 3 years) and that person busted their ass for you, had a list of faculty and staff that would ask for him specificly first, and someone who is fairly easy to work with, Would you then tell that person that there is no room in the budget for them for next semester?
If you answered yes, You would be my bosses...well...soon to be ex-bosses. And please remove your heads from your ass.
Thats the world im living in right now, Not only am I getting bent over and loaded like a shot gun one way, im getting it three ways.
And oh yeah, I still have 3 papers and a major project, and 2 tests to finish up this week.
....FUCK
Alright I feel better.
Thats the position im in. Im not going to be living on campus, more than likely not taking a full credit load to graduate, and now, I wont be working on campus. Yeah, maybe I have a right to be angry...or atleast fruestrated.
So, now im looking for work. Like 11 percent of Emmet County and 8 percent of Michigan right now.
Guess if all else fails, I can be the Texas Tech Bell Ringer.
Until next time my few readers, if any.
-Yaz
and thats why I don't rap, but I digress....
Been ignoring this blog something fierce, but there has been too much going on in my life, but we are back and a Intend on bringing this back.
Well, first of all, let me say, College.
Now, I know some of you get different visions when you hear the word "college" probably think of a place of higher learning, or a place for kids to party at. I hear the word college any more, and I shudder.
Let me say this, FUCK YOU North Central Michigan College. All of your employees that are not instructors are worthless fucking people. Infact, the director of Financial aid is so god damn worthless, that she makes Al Bundy look active, and like a good worker.
FUCK YOU for fucking all of this up. This isnt supposed to be as hard as this place is making it out to be. From a Housing director that has his head shoved so far up his own ass that he cant see the light of day, to the technology department.
Now, if you were an employer. And you had one employe that had worked for you for 3 years, for the lowest amount of pay that you can come up with. (minimum wage for 3 years) and that person busted their ass for you, had a list of faculty and staff that would ask for him specificly first, and someone who is fairly easy to work with, Would you then tell that person that there is no room in the budget for them for next semester?
If you answered yes, You would be my bosses...well...soon to be ex-bosses. And please remove your heads from your ass.
Thats the world im living in right now, Not only am I getting bent over and loaded like a shot gun one way, im getting it three ways.
And oh yeah, I still have 3 papers and a major project, and 2 tests to finish up this week.
....FUCK
Alright I feel better.
Thats the position im in. Im not going to be living on campus, more than likely not taking a full credit load to graduate, and now, I wont be working on campus. Yeah, maybe I have a right to be angry...or atleast fruestrated.
So, now im looking for work. Like 11 percent of Emmet County and 8 percent of Michigan right now.
Guess if all else fails, I can be the Texas Tech Bell Ringer.
Until next time my few readers, if any.
-Yaz
Friday, October 3, 2008
Boredom
Man, I hate days like this.
You go and go and go in the morning thinking that the entire day will turn out like that, all I have done this afternoon is move a few computers and install a printer. Now, I have one hour left in my shift and holy shit am I bored.
Hoping that listening to some Steven Lynch will help the time pass, maybe rambling on here.
Mother Nature has to be on her period this week for Northern Michigan. All week it has been threatening to rain, cold outside (I love the cold though) But it will rain one minute, sun the next, then down pouring rain, then nothing, then back to rain, dont forget wind gusts ontop of that.
I mean...damn man, that shit is nuts.
Well...back to doing nothing, looking at the clock every 5 minutes counting down till 4:30.
Also, the Bar tales debut tomorrow. Heading down to my favorite bar here in Petoskey tonight on half off night, so I'm sure i'll have some good stories for Saturdays post.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
You go and go and go in the morning thinking that the entire day will turn out like that, all I have done this afternoon is move a few computers and install a printer. Now, I have one hour left in my shift and holy shit am I bored.
Hoping that listening to some Steven Lynch will help the time pass, maybe rambling on here.
Mother Nature has to be on her period this week for Northern Michigan. All week it has been threatening to rain, cold outside (I love the cold though) But it will rain one minute, sun the next, then down pouring rain, then nothing, then back to rain, dont forget wind gusts ontop of that.
I mean...damn man, that shit is nuts.
Well...back to doing nothing, looking at the clock every 5 minutes counting down till 4:30.
Also, the Bar tales debut tomorrow. Heading down to my favorite bar here in Petoskey tonight on half off night, so I'm sure i'll have some good stories for Saturdays post.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Reasons why I'm A Nascar Fan....
This is the finish from the Spring Darlington race of 2003. i'll let the video speak for itself.
here is another amazing finish. 2007 Daytona 500 (The Superbowl of all Nascar for the un-informed).
-Yaz
2009 Preview
In this blog, I said i was going to cover a number of things. one of which is Nascar, which happens to be a personal addiction of mine.
Regardless, Jeff Gordon's 2009 scheme was introduced today
To preface this, I will show you his paint scheme from 2001 - 2008.
Now, the 2009 Paint job.
The more I look at it..the more Im really not that impressed. If it was a drastic change (see Jimmie Johnson's 2005 paintjob vs 2006) Then I would of taken a bigger notice.
I'm not really sure that this did much, changed the blue to black and added some yellow on the nose.
Mumblings that I am hearing is saying that Johnson's car is changing, as well as Mark Martins for next year as well. Let's hope those are a little better then this.
-Yaz
Regardless, Jeff Gordon's 2009 scheme was introduced today
To preface this, I will show you his paint scheme from 2001 - 2008.
Now, the 2009 Paint job.
The more I look at it..the more Im really not that impressed. If it was a drastic change (see Jimmie Johnson's 2005 paintjob vs 2006) Then I would of taken a bigger notice.
I'm not really sure that this did much, changed the blue to black and added some yellow on the nose.
Mumblings that I am hearing is saying that Johnson's car is changing, as well as Mark Martins for next year as well. Let's hope those are a little better then this.
-Yaz
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
This is what i work with..
To start this story, I work on the Tech Side of things at my job. I'm not going to give out where, for fear of my bosses finding it and black mailing me with it. (TRUST me on this...)
And, like any other job, you work with people who are morons. What they are doing at a TECH job with not very much TECH knowledge is beyond me...but that is our hiring policy. Think its even written somewhere
"We will hire idiots, and try to make them better idiots"
Anyways, This is a transcript of an encounter I had with one such idiot today.
PersonA: Whats that?
Me(while holding a computer tower): Whats what?
PersonA: What your holding, isnt that the modem? I know the monitor is the screen so that is a modem or something.....
Me: Its a computer tower
PersonA: Oh...Thanks!
Yep....so stupid I cant even make this up.
-Yaz
And, like any other job, you work with people who are morons. What they are doing at a TECH job with not very much TECH knowledge is beyond me...but that is our hiring policy. Think its even written somewhere
"We will hire idiots, and try to make them better idiots"
Anyways, This is a transcript of an encounter I had with one such idiot today.
PersonA: Whats that?
Me(while holding a computer tower): Whats what?
PersonA: What your holding, isnt that the modem? I know the monitor is the screen so that is a modem or something.....
Me: Its a computer tower
PersonA: Oh...Thanks!
Yep....so stupid I cant even make this up.
-Yaz
What a week
Man, I'll tell you what. I couldn't of started this week off worse.
Everything I touched turned to shit, didn't matter what. Had no control over anything. Work was a pain in my ass to levels that I can barely stand anymore, People were taking every opportunity to take their shots at me. little bit of everyone trying to bother me.
Hell, last night I had to sit outside and relax and just smoke a cigarette or two just to calm my self down.
But, all in all. I have this very "Dude" like mentality (for those who Dont know what im talking about, go out and watch the Big Lebowski....your welcome)
Just things are not bothering me as much as they would lets say even a year ago.
Regardless, time to get back to work. Only an hour and a half left to go today.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
Everything I touched turned to shit, didn't matter what. Had no control over anything. Work was a pain in my ass to levels that I can barely stand anymore, People were taking every opportunity to take their shots at me. little bit of everyone trying to bother me.
Hell, last night I had to sit outside and relax and just smoke a cigarette or two just to calm my self down.
But, all in all. I have this very "Dude" like mentality (for those who Dont know what im talking about, go out and watch the Big Lebowski....your welcome)
Just things are not bothering me as much as they would lets say even a year ago.
Regardless, time to get back to work. Only an hour and a half left to go today.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Rants and raves
This is a blog that I whipped up one night over on Myspace, and it was one of my favorite ones, Figured I'd do a nice re post and let everyone else enjoy it as well.
Not sure if its the music that is playing, or my troubled mind, but something drove me to myspace. Something further made me want to write a blog, get a few things off of my chest, SO here we go.
1) People
Now, you may be asking yourself "Which people?" the people arent specific people. They are people as a whole. It seems like all i have been hearing lately is a whole lot of bitching and crying from a lot of people. Heres a tip, GROW THE FUCK UP!. Life is going to be hard, and im sorry its not the fucking disney movies that you have been watching, Life is going to be hard. Its like Gary Allan Sang "LIfe aint always beautiful", if your curious on how the rest of the song goes, look up the lyrics.
Another thing that tends to piss me off is talking heads.People who just talk because god gave them a voice box and a tounge. These people are on my radar screen tonight simply because they dont know how to shut up. They just talk and talk away, thinking they are getting somewhere. Here's a tip for you, sometimes you have to SHUT the FUCK up every once in a while to get somewhere. Maybe if you dont talk all the fucking time, you can hear what other people are saying.
2) Life
Now, I know that I said life aint easy, I think I am a walking testiment to that. But life in general has gotton under my skin. Maybe its because of the previous reasons? Not sure. Ever feel like you are taking one step foward, and then proceeding to take 3 backwards? YEP, thats how im feeling lately. Try and try as I must, I seemingly get no where. Its like sitting in a rocking chair, Yes, it does give me something to do, but it gets me no where.
Jesus, my English Teachers would shit their pants, im actually indenting my paragraphs. Thats a side note though. Life is what you make it, and i seem to have this wonderful ability to make it absolutely fucking difficult. Odd, I seem to be care free and happy. If people only knew what was rolling around in my old noggin from time to time, BUT, NO, that would be the irresponsible thing, I have to be a role model, I have to set the standard.. Ah well....Prices we have to pay.
3)Love.
Love...noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun ..>..>..>..>
..>..>..>..>
..>..>..>..>
..>..>..>..>
Odd that sexual is thrown in there, but I digress.
Love is that funny feeling that you have inside the pit of your stomach when someone that is the object of that feeling walks near. Its the most powerful emotion one can feel.
The thing about it, Love is an odd topic for me. While I have had great bouts of it, I also have had mis-fortune with it. Seems like its one of those topics that I seem to be in the rocking chair (see above for definition) about. It happens. I'll figure it out one day.
4) Pursuit of Happiness
No, im not going to review the movie that will smith starred in, Im talking about my own pursuit.
Its funny, we all want to find our own happiness. We all want to find the things within us that make us feel really good, and do things that bring us great pleasure. Right now, College is the farthest thing from that. With the amount of bull shit and politics (hmm..those two go hand in hand alot dont they?) that goes on, on a day to day basis. Classes, and it all. Fuck it. Im getting sick and fucking tired of being defined as a GPA. A series of numbers that dictate just where you rank in this college, Im Sick and tired of being a number. Im not a name to these people. I am just merely a fucking paycheck.
Speaking of Paychecks. It sucks when you have to work like the devil just to make ends meet, and by making ends meet. I mean trying to put a circle block into the square hole. Yeah, you get there, but you just dont quite get it. Ive been going for a long damn time, and I barely have much to show for it. But its okay. People are living nice off of mommy and daddy, why should they have to worry? When ever they want money, or want something, They go running to mommy and daddy, who have spoiled their children so fucking rotten, that once they are out into the real world, they will FAIL. It blows when you have to make everything happen by your self. I get help here and there, but its no where in comparison to what some of these other people get.
But hey, why be mad? I cant be mad because others are more fortunate then I am. Hell, sometimes thats just how life rolls. I know one thing though, at the end of the day, I appreciate everything that I do have that much more, because I KNOW in my head and in my heart that this is happening because of me. Everything I have, I have made happen.
5) Conclusion
In conclusion, I just want to let people know that I havnt snapped, I havnt gone off of the deep end, These are the thoughts that I have been kicking around in my head for a number of weeks now, and recently ive found the energy or the madness to let them all out. So, dont worry about me, I'll be alright.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
Not sure if its the music that is playing, or my troubled mind, but something drove me to myspace. Something further made me want to write a blog, get a few things off of my chest, SO here we go.
1) People
Now, you may be asking yourself "Which people?" the people arent specific people. They are people as a whole. It seems like all i have been hearing lately is a whole lot of bitching and crying from a lot of people. Heres a tip, GROW THE FUCK UP!. Life is going to be hard, and im sorry its not the fucking disney movies that you have been watching, Life is going to be hard. Its like Gary Allan Sang "LIfe aint always beautiful", if your curious on how the rest of the song goes, look up the lyrics.
Another thing that tends to piss me off is talking heads.People who just talk because god gave them a voice box and a tounge. These people are on my radar screen tonight simply because they dont know how to shut up. They just talk and talk away, thinking they are getting somewhere. Here's a tip for you, sometimes you have to SHUT the FUCK up every once in a while to get somewhere. Maybe if you dont talk all the fucking time, you can hear what other people are saying.
2) Life
Now, I know that I said life aint easy, I think I am a walking testiment to that. But life in general has gotton under my skin. Maybe its because of the previous reasons? Not sure. Ever feel like you are taking one step foward, and then proceeding to take 3 backwards? YEP, thats how im feeling lately. Try and try as I must, I seemingly get no where. Its like sitting in a rocking chair, Yes, it does give me something to do, but it gets me no where.
Jesus, my English Teachers would shit their pants, im actually indenting my paragraphs. Thats a side note though. Life is what you make it, and i seem to have this wonderful ability to make it absolutely fucking difficult. Odd, I seem to be care free and happy. If people only knew what was rolling around in my old noggin from time to time, BUT, NO, that would be the irresponsible thing, I have to be a role model, I have to set the standard.. Ah well....Prices we have to pay.
3)Love.
Love...noun, verb, loved, lov·ing. –noun ..>..>..>..>
| 1. | a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person. |
| 2. | a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend. |
| 3. | sexual passion or desire. |
| 4. | a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart. |
Odd that sexual is thrown in there, but I digress.
Love is that funny feeling that you have inside the pit of your stomach when someone that is the object of that feeling walks near. Its the most powerful emotion one can feel.
The thing about it, Love is an odd topic for me. While I have had great bouts of it, I also have had mis-fortune with it. Seems like its one of those topics that I seem to be in the rocking chair (see above for definition) about. It happens. I'll figure it out one day.
4) Pursuit of Happiness
No, im not going to review the movie that will smith starred in, Im talking about my own pursuit.
Its funny, we all want to find our own happiness. We all want to find the things within us that make us feel really good, and do things that bring us great pleasure. Right now, College is the farthest thing from that. With the amount of bull shit and politics (hmm..those two go hand in hand alot dont they?) that goes on, on a day to day basis. Classes, and it all. Fuck it. Im getting sick and fucking tired of being defined as a GPA. A series of numbers that dictate just where you rank in this college, Im Sick and tired of being a number. Im not a name to these people. I am just merely a fucking paycheck.
Speaking of Paychecks. It sucks when you have to work like the devil just to make ends meet, and by making ends meet. I mean trying to put a circle block into the square hole. Yeah, you get there, but you just dont quite get it. Ive been going for a long damn time, and I barely have much to show for it. But its okay. People are living nice off of mommy and daddy, why should they have to worry? When ever they want money, or want something, They go running to mommy and daddy, who have spoiled their children so fucking rotten, that once they are out into the real world, they will FAIL. It blows when you have to make everything happen by your self. I get help here and there, but its no where in comparison to what some of these other people get.
But hey, why be mad? I cant be mad because others are more fortunate then I am. Hell, sometimes thats just how life rolls. I know one thing though, at the end of the day, I appreciate everything that I do have that much more, because I KNOW in my head and in my heart that this is happening because of me. Everything I have, I have made happen.
5) Conclusion
In conclusion, I just want to let people know that I havnt snapped, I havnt gone off of the deep end, These are the thoughts that I have been kicking around in my head for a number of weeks now, and recently ive found the energy or the madness to let them all out. So, dont worry about me, I'll be alright.
Until Next Time
-Yaz
If you dont find this funny, pick up a fucking psychology book...
This comic comes from a newer one that I've discovered, called The Rut
Fucking Brilliant work there, and its frightening to me how well it fits into my sense of humor.
-Yaz
Blog #1
Wow...here I am on the internet on an actual blogging website. beats the shit out of myspace by a long long margin.
Well, i'll use this first one just to kinda get the basics out of the way, knock out that oddball first blog.
So...yeah.
I guess to elaborate A little bit more, I'll be covering alot in this blog. Everything from my day to day life, involving work, my absolute despise for stupid people, and even some bar adventures along the way. With some sports thrown in there and even....maybe some politics.
Well...prepare yourselves for the roller coaster, it sure as hell will be fun for me.
-Yaz
Well, i'll use this first one just to kinda get the basics out of the way, knock out that oddball first blog.
So...yeah.
I guess to elaborate A little bit more, I'll be covering alot in this blog. Everything from my day to day life, involving work, my absolute despise for stupid people, and even some bar adventures along the way. With some sports thrown in there and even....maybe some politics.
Well...prepare yourselves for the roller coaster, it sure as hell will be fun for me.
-Yaz
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